confused?

Have you ever had the feeling that no one is by your side when you need them most? Sadly, that was the case a today as i made a crucial decision that could affect my studies and my future. I signed an agreement ta a sponsor saying i would endorse its badminton products. Due to my responsibility as a good player, I have to train at least four times a week and suffer a boring and predictable life at such a young age. What's worse is that while all my teenage friends are busy chilling out in computer games, I suffer the agony of being the one left out .

Earlier this afternoon, a representitive from Yonex came to my house to finalise the sponsorship. My parents thought that iI was old and resposible enough to make a decision like this and were not at home at that point of time. While weighing the pros and cons of this contract, my head was spinning in circles, not knowing what to decide. In the end after much thought , I signed the contract but with some reluctance due to some personal uncertanties .

Until now I still harbour worries that i may not be ablr to lead a normal life due to all this commitments and stuff. However, I am sure that I will manage this in my stride during daily life. But if there is one positive to take away, it is that I am more self independent in making decisions.